My dear brethren,

If you have read Ralph's blog today, you will have learned that my rib situation isnt getting much better, and the question mark seems to be growing (as is the concern).

I dont want to have to quit this challenge and put it off for a year and I will be so so so disappointed! I can't let you down :-( Serves me right for doing all that work for mum I suppose...

I get the official result from my GP tomorrow, but I doubt it will be good - the ribs keep cracking no matter what I do, I dont know how they are EVER going to heal!

To tell the truth, my heart isnt right either, but this isnt the first time.... the stabbing pains, palpitations, breathlessness etc only appeared a week ago (before I broke the ribs), but were last causing problems for me just before I was diagnosed with MS.... it got overlooked when I was diagnosed and didnt seem to trouble me, but my heart currently feels like it is going to pop!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH! WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I LIVE A NORMAL LIFE FOR ONCE!?!? JEEEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So if I dont fall and puncture a lung (or have a heart attack!) and end up in hospital, expect my NEWS blog tomorrow with the latest on my health situation. Please pray for me, I need as much help as possible.

Talk about grumpy :-(

God bless,

R,

J xx