Heya,

Im sorry, so so sorry....

Been to see my GP and although my ribs would have healed by August, there is no chance for proper repair if I keep training - a catch 22, because I need to train.

So guys, the msC2C fundraiser will not be happening in 2007. Sorry.

I am gutted, because I really didnt want to let anyone down. But hey, it couldnt be helped!

As the pain continues, I must now rest and plan for an even BIGGER and BETTER msC2C in 2008..... Im going to raise the stakes and increase the target aswell I think.... at least I can use this time to plan a kick-ass PR campaign....

My GP was concerned about my heart problems and is putting me on a 72-hour ECG monitor... yay I cant wait to be wired up for three bloody days! Hmmmmmmmmm!!

Im hoping I can get my health much more stable for next year....

Im sorry!

R,

Jeremy x

My dear brethren,

If you have read Ralph's blog today, you will have learned that my rib situation isnt getting much better, and the question mark seems to be growing (as is the concern).

I dont want to have to quit this challenge and put it off for a year and I will be so so so disappointed! I can't let you down :-( Serves me right for doing all that work for mum I suppose...

I get the official result from my GP tomorrow, but I doubt it will be good - the ribs keep cracking no matter what I do, I dont know how they are EVER going to heal!

To tell the truth, my heart isnt right either, but this isnt the first time.... the stabbing pains, palpitations, breathlessness etc only appeared a week ago (before I broke the ribs), but were last causing problems for me just before I was diagnosed with MS.... it got overlooked when I was diagnosed and didnt seem to trouble me, but my heart currently feels like it is going to pop!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH! WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I LIVE A NORMAL LIFE FOR ONCE!?!? JEEEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So if I dont fall and puncture a lung (or have a heart attack!) and end up in hospital, expect my NEWS blog tomorrow with the latest on my health situation. Please pray for me, I need as much help as possible.

Talk about grumpy :-(

God bless,

R,

J xx

Hey followers!

Wow, what a weekend!! Yesterday (Friday), I was up a step-ladder at mum's ripping down part of the ceiling, repairing some joists and also supporting/reinforcing one of Ralph's un-supported floor boards (dad's typical DIY)....

Me being me, I just 'had' to get hurt! It was getting late and also losing light, and my trusty stepladder decided to topple (when I was up top with my head in the ceiling/rafters).

Ladder fell to the floor, I fell onto the open ladder.... right ribs first (how else would you want to hurt yourself!?). Being a bloke, I chose to leave it for the night....

I was persuaded by a very close friend to go to A&E. I did, waited three bloody hours (grrrr Cora!), and was told I had broken two ribs.... OUCHY!

So I need to take it easy for a while... not long left until we leave, and there is now a big question-mark over my head. You know how competitive I am, I will not give up easily.... I doubt these huge gashes up my right side will look appealing in the pool though!

Gently does it for a few days I think... then full power ;-)

Thanks to Cora for the help, Im glad it is sorted - you are a STAR! Time to get the meds in :-D

Live long and prosper!

R,

Jeremy x
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Hey,

Getting used to using catheters and injections. I must admit, things are looking better already!

The daily injections (copaxone) don't hurt and, although they are only supposed to 'reduce the chance of relapse by 30%', I have found they are also improving the MS all over... wow!

Well, the 'scarred' problems (mainly bladder) have no chance of improvement, but I am walking sooooooooo much better, and all the little irritating symptoms are rapidly improving!

My physio at Monday's rehab was really impressed with my progress. When she welcomed me to the centre on arrival, she took one look at me, grabbed me, told me how amazed she was and that there was no need for physio that day! WOW!!

So things are back on track and the training on-going. In fact, training is picking up noticeably! Check out the muscles baby ;-)

Bring on August 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just a side note, today I need to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to dad - the first anniversary of his death is tomorrow. I went to church with mum and the school was at mass. The kids were STARS and their collective singing got me very teary! Cheers guys.

Dad has another mass dedicated to him tomorrow - at 7am (the only mass on that day), Im hoping mum and the family can be there with me.

Sorry to rain on my own parade, Im still raving and ready to get my arse on that bike!! WE **WILL** DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Right, must dash to get some PR done before swimming....

God bless (+) and take care.

R,

Rev. Jeremy x
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Hey!

Half-term week, and I am glad I have been unable to go swimming - the kids really piss me off. As anal as it sounds, I HATE being splashed when Im trying to work out!!

Yesterday I couldnt swim due to a long (and painful) session of physiotherapy - I could barely walk!

Today I have had to stay in all day to receive delivery of my first ever batch of Copaxone (injections designed to reduce number and severity of relapses... apparently). They are now sitting pretty in my fridge and a nurse is due round at 4pm to show me how to prick myself!

Talking of pricks, I also get catheters tomorrow! There is no chance of me getting a stiffy when this particular nurse comes round to show me how to use them, she is a little large!

The thought of me carrying catheters and chilled injections on this bike ride doesnt put me off at all to be honest, I am glad I will be able to pee! There is nothing worse than cycling, working, sleeping etc with a full bladder! Comfort is on the horizon!

I have cancelled my carer Darren, but only because I am now almost 100% - I cant fault him, but there is no point him turning up to find I have already done everything, even hoovered, washed up, the lot - I am back baby and so very pleased with my progress!!

If you were ever wondering what was going on with my legal case against Lloyds, well.... stale mate... it is just waiting to be given a court date and I know for sure that the Bank will stay quiet until the very end - talk about timewasting!!

As for Owen, my son (who Im not allowed to see - my ex just excluded me indefinately), well legal action is being drawn up now, thanks to a lovely solicitor clued up on this type of law. Please pray for me, I really do hope I can see my baby.

All my troubles aside, I am still training (talk about addiction), with the addition of an 'AB Chair'. which will hopefully help to get rid of this belly. Whilst my legs and arms seem to be losing weight and toning up, my belly and man-boobs are becoming more prominent - not for long ;-)

Not long left to go, so I must ask you: please, please, please, if you can help to promote Team msC2C, please do so! We need to get that money shooting up now.....

Thanks for reading, keep watching!

GOD BLESS!

R,

Rev. Jeremy x
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Hey!

Welcome back Ralph, long time no see!

I have had a weird week to tell the truth, an appointment about my bladder, bookings for injection lessons and even rehab on Monday (Rehabilitation Centre for my disability, Im not a heroin addict!).

Ive been battling in court with a certain twattish bank, processing the legal stuff in preparation of my inpending battle to see my little boy (my ex is excluding me, nobody knows why, but I miss little Owen), I've also been feeling crappy because of the heat :-(

But, despite the agonising headachrdes and nerve pain, I haven't given up; I still cycle for three hours, swim for up to three hours and use the weights on my legs too - I do a lot of lie-down exercises just to keep my back going!!

Im getting fit and nice muscles here, there and everywhere!!

im off out to see if we are in the papers....

Take care and go spread my word, bless you.

Rt. Rev. Jeremy x
(seriously, we all got ordained!)

Hey,

This training regime is CONSTANTLY being plagued by illness of some sort, and the last few days have been no different.

Last week I went to the doctor with itchy eyes, he just gave me hayfever stuff (which stung like f***). This week, after gradually getting worse, my eyes were bright red, enough to put the devil himself to shame!

My GP gave me anti-biotic drops and I was told that swimming under water (with open eyes), isnt advisable. When I swim, I always tend to drift to the right. I need to keep my eyes open to watch my lane and ensure I dont steer into the path of some weirdo - coming up underneath them would just make their day!!

I got a lovely pair of goggles from Ebay so cant wait to get using them. My weight loss is continuing so I also had to buy a new pair of swimming shorts (the old pair was so loose that, when I dived, they would usually end up around my ankles!).

Apart from that, my health is good... Im getting some nice muscles on my legs (although Im desperate for boob and belly reduction if anyone has any tips - or Harley Street contacts?).

Uploaded a whole load of high-res media images for the press. Take a look and check out my boobs! Click 'PRESS' (top of the page), and then select 'Media Images'.

Right my eyes are itching, I've been cooking with chillies so I cant rub them, so I had better dash!

Thanks for reading, be good, and take care!

R,

Jeremy x
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